Alright, so this is really f..ked up, but
Alright, I was sleeping next to him but I was dreaming about the other dude
And then all of a sudden, everything that he f..king did just made me cringe and it was so hard to fall in but so easy just to fall back right out again
This whole time, I could give to you and I could paint you pictures but I guess I could just never write a song and then maybe I'd never fell out of love with him in the first place
I mean, I, I don't wanna feel this feeling cause my energy's just so strong that, I don't know if I'm creating this or this is actually what is meant to be
And you know that, they say that you gotta think what you want into existence, but you know, I haven't been too good at making decisions so, I have no idea what the f..k I want, I guess
You're giving me a feeling in my head
Laying in my bed just thinking
Not really feeling like the one I want
Takes everything in me not to call him
I really, really, really want it, too
I told all my friends I'm moving on
Your baby talk is creeping me out
F..k me so you stop baby talking
You know what, in the beginning it was like we were f..king homies and sh.t and then all of a sudden you started with some f..king baby goo-goo tongue down my f..king throat
I mean, even in front of your mom
Dude, as if I'm not f..king awkward enough
I mean, you put me in these f..king situations where I look like a dumba.s bi..h and I'm not a f..king dumba.s b..ch
You know, like, I hate all that f..king PDA, I probably hate it more than your f..king friends do
You know, it's sweet and you couldn't be more opposite of my last dickhead but, you know I just, I don't know if I can get over the f..king goo
You keep saying again and again
We're laying in my bed just talking
And now I, now I can't hold it back
I'm feeling like I'm gonna vomit
I don't really want to get over you
I heard I change my mind way too often
Your baby talk is creeping me out
F..k me so you stop baby talking
Alright, so, I'm gonna be honest
It's the super cutey sh.t, that's the main issue here
I mean, I'm f..king what?
Look, I like when you send me, you know, the, the queen emoji, but when I send back the monkey, you know, the ones with the, the hands over the eyes? That means that sh.t's just getting a little too weird for me
I mean, I don't wanna say it person, I just bury my head in your armpit which... weirdly smells good and your hair and your f..king teeth
Like, why the f..k would I wanna lick your teeth but I do
And remember there was that one time that I had like a 15 minute...
Well, that was kind of the best thing in the entire world
You know, maybe I could just get past this sh.t and I could get used to someone giving a f..k
I'm sorry I called you a creep and that thing about the vomit
I mean, look, I'm really starting to be in this whole thing, but no matter what you do, homegirl can't handle the f..king goo
F..k me so you'll stop baby talking..
Love me so you stop baby talking
I don't really wanna get over you
I heard I change my mind way too often
Your baby talk is creeping me out
F..k me so you'll stop baby talking
